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Saturday, June 02, 2007

BACK! - 5th day

Well.. as most of you people out there reading this.. this is the 5th day that i have been back.. erm... at the back of my head there's this really really reallllly naggy feeling that if i had a choice.. i'd give up everything i have in singapore and stay in cambodia..

For the past few nights, i couldn't really sleep well.. i just missed the stuffy nights in cambodia with the team..thats not all thats keeping me awake.. but rather the people and the enviroment over at the other side..

Although i didn't get to visit places outside the village of pouk(i think its pouk.. im not sure. haha) but it was really cosy.. real nice for hanging out..and slacking and.. in short a simple life.

I thought i had missed that place for its people and place.. but the more i ponder over the reason why i had missed the place so much might not entirely lie with those 2 reasons, and i realised that assimilation with the place wouldn't have been so successful without the team... and in short, yes.. i miss their company as well.. as absurb as it may sound.. but we've been through 10 days of journey together.. with stories and jokes we share and that only we know..

Yes.. i feel lonely.. after being so used to the team's company.. so much so its disturbing. but then again i'm having driving lessons this month and hopefully that'll take my mind off the being lonely feeling ^^ - yeah.. 5 sessions 9th lesson

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