Sunday, October 29, 2006

Went cycling for the past few nights. it was fun.. i mean.. some people feels that cycling is a monotonous sport but i like the feeling of the wind rushing past my face, it's invisible fingers rustling with my hair.

Few days ago, i went out at night to cycle.. it seems like no one was free at night thou.. lol so i called a few people.. and finally i found one.. she was at her friend's place.. so yea.. why not? get to know more people.. lol.

The two girls baked cookies.. whoa.. and wel.. i got the 'privilege' to test their cookies.. the deformed and the not so nice looking ones.. and after that .. whoa.. it was too lat.. so i had to be a nice guy to send her home.. hey.. Sasa.. u damn heavy la... (jkjk)

err.. yea.. this friday's my chiese A lvls.. and conviniently we're having OP next monday.. lol so .. i'd better start rushing them both lol

<3 5:43 PM

Monday, October 23, 2006

Is it possible for one sided view.. what are we all looking for ? truth? the lies? but is it possible to actually put our egos down, and admit our mistakes? or have a big heart? im sorry for being sarcastic for the past tags.. but i hope those of you affected could understand that i have a life too.. and every comments affects me.. it's just like a more open way of backstabbing.. yes.. it's that serious.. i can choose to ignore those posts.. but i chose not too.. not because i want to spite these comments but because i dont want to lose another friends..

im a guy afterall.. i might be explosive at times.. and i am cutting down on that.. so please forgive my abruptness.. it's something i really want to get rid of..

thanks for understanding

<3 10:16 PM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Yay.. promos are over.. somehow there's still some memories etched at the back of my mind.. somethings that i want to forget but it's not easy to.. some might think i have forgetten.. ok.. fine.. then please.. do continue to think that way..

Yesterday was fun.. and i found something yi long said that made sense.. ' we dont have to plan what to do to have fun.. ' .. well, i'd agree to that.. if we were to plan and execute every single thing we do , we would most probably be worried about the amount of time we have for fun..

Went to chinese gardens yesterday, went there to swim.. first time i've been there, not bad.. that place reinded me of fantasy island, though it had heen demolished quite sometime ago.. had fun , but one of the greatest events was to get david to do the slide, ahaha should have seen him.. we almost lost our voice trying to get him to try.. but in the end, he did it, great accomplishment!! he loved it.. so folks out there, dont be afraid to try, for all you know.. you might love the things that you dont dare try..

Today was fun too, went with some people to east coast park, skated, crapped, and had fun.. whoa, gonna marathon activities for three days straight.. i still have a movie session with my sec school frens.. lol gonna be broke soon.. boo..

And i hope 114 has a class outing soon.. im looking forward to it.. haha.. seems like i've not been going out with my own class very often.. ahaha but fret not.. i love 114 still.. as much as i loved my other classes..

Gotta wake up early tomorrow.. so gonna end here.. bye!!

<3 1:05 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Sometimes i wonder.. do i treat my friends all too well... or am i just too curious to know all about their lives.. well.. i don't know.. eager?? concern?? or just being a plain busy-bodied guy?? guess when friends dont tell me what's in their mind when they're sad.. i'll feel helpless.. especially those i trust my own secrets to.. kinda sucks..

I know i shouldn't be thinking about this right this moment.. but it's really bugging me.. should i try to keep a passive attitude towards my friends.. keeping quiet when they look sad.. or should i be actively involved in being the eager beaver .. to ask and console on sight of the worried face.. i don’t know.. i really don’t..

Anyway.. promos are coming to an end.. soon lol .. how i wished it was today.. but then again.. good things have to wait.. for now.. chem and maths was a disaster.. boo.. haha after the hefty amount of time spent on maths.. i really am disappointed in myself.. chem?? haha loved chem since young.. guess i could do better if i really put in effort. I'll be having my bio paper tomorrow.. how i wished knowledge can be consumed and digested.. lol.. given my appetite, i'd be a genius!! and pass tomorrow's test.. lol got loads to remember and so little time!!~~

Crap.. think I’m going to retain ... if i do.. i'd most probably try catching up lost time during the holidays.. though.. im trying to look for a part time job (one that doesnt take up more than 3 days of the week), but i'll still try to read as much as i could.. and of course enjoy my holidays.. If i don't get retained.. YAY!! i'd cut the working part.. and go study ... who knows.. i might be able to excel in those 2 months!

2 more days and counting!!

<3 5:14 PM

Friday, October 13, 2006

Had a fresh start today.. but somehow i had a sense of impending danger.. something was bugging me.. the feeling was familiar.. it was like dejavu.. i had no idea what kind of vile creature was trying to get at me..

It finally came into light.. after i entered class.. it was then i realised that the stomach flu was the cause of my worries.. in other words.. i had diarrhea.. haha.. i went to the toilet.. and released the demon.. it felt good.. but the feeling persisted, despite trying to hold it in.. i felt the effects during GP lesson.. and after GP.. i knew i couldn't hold it in any longer.. it had to go...

that was when i decided to go home.. it so happened that gab was having similiar problems as i did.. so we went off to see the doc together.. lol what a coincidence..

Oh ya.. i started having diarrhea yesteday.. during school.. i was studying with matt kelly and Sasa.. took some pics thou.. trying to be retarded.. lol

hmm wanted to post some picture.. but they wont let me.. boo.. so i guess i'd go sleep early.. PROMOS!! 2 DAYS AWAY!!!

<3 11:43 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Well.. the haze is back.. and i guess it's affecting everyone's mood.. and not to forget.. health.. it's YJ's policy to start our promotional exams late.. i have no idea why.. but i suspect that our school is the only school that caters to retainees..

Why?? first of all.. we are told to excell in our chinese..even though if we do not retain.. we'd still be able to free ourselves from the chinese A level exams.. and we are the only JC in singapore which starts PW from the start of the year.. throughout the year.. we're well ahead of the other schools in terms of speed.. and the number of drafts we handed in.. generally.. other school's PW when compared to YJ's PW standards.. are considered dung.. ok.. for folks out there who are not from YJC.. im sorry to say this.. but our school's PW standards are alot higher.. and thats the fact..

Not that im not happy with this PW system.. but rather..it's has been a week since our first paper.. GP.. and chinese.. and we're still rushing our PW .. unfinished EoMs ..I&Rs..WRs.. and OP slides.. this is madness.. while we're looking at other schools rushing their PW... we're rushing our PW AND PROMOS.. yep.. you saw right.. our schools are also the last to take our promos.. HURRAY!!! MORE TIME TO STUDY!!!.. nah.. that what YOU think.. and by the way.. i think i did mention that we are also rushing our PW in the mean time..

So next year we would have people absenting themselves from chinese lessons.. as well as tutoring PW takers .. anyway... the haze is screwing with my brains.. i've have this nagging headache for two days now.. i must admit.. it's rather irritating.. wanting to concentrate.. but having a headache does not help much.. so i guess i'll juz end here.. zai jian

<3 9:59 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Went out to study with jun and lun last night.. was planning to stay overnight at kathib mac to study.. well.. apparantly we spent 2/3 of the time studying.. the rest of the time was spent on erm.. breaks.. haha

Befor i went out last night.. the PSI reading was 150.. whoa.. scary.. the last time i remembered the haze being this serious was around 100+++ too.. but miraculously.. when i was going home.. i realised that the the trees were being exceptionally green... and i could see little traces of haze..whoa.. as fast as it came.. it was gone..

But i was surprised.. even though the haze was gone.. i could still smell that smokey stench..it was like someone was burning something.. but the moment i realised a column of smoke rising out from the bushes ahead.. and i saw this old man buring twigs and leaves.. hmm.. ironic isnt it.. the haze has just cleared.. and there he was, burning.. but at least he was doing nature a favour.. so much better than people who burn incense and paper money to pay respect to their ancestors.. no offence .. but i think burining of these things woud only contribute to the degradation of the enviroment...

Hope they get adopted soon.. else the school's gonna chase them out of the school compound

<3 1:53 PM

Friday, October 06, 2006

Haze

Have you noticed that the objects around you havent been as clear as they used to be?? well.. thats the doing of the haze.. from indonesia .. again.. well.. singapore haven't gotten an attack this vicious since like what? 6? 7 years?? or maybe more.. the last time we had this hazy situation.. i remembered.. we had a few days off from school.. yay..

But right now, though i wouldn't mind having one less day of school.. but the promos are demanding.. one less day of school means that i have less chance to clarify my doubts.. awww.. how ironic..

anyway.. i thought i'd try something new.. and post a picture.. i took that picture.. with shaowei.. for the NYP photo taking competiton last year.. well was nice to me.. but obviously it wasn't to artistic for the judges.. well..too bad.. haha

There's more... but i think i'd go off now to study..

<3 9:31 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Time flies.. and we're having our PROMOS!! GP and chinese was errr.. ok i guess.. but the thing is.. everytime i feel ok about my exams .. it usually turns out bad.. not as i have expected it to be.. or rather.. take my english for example.. i didn't score as well as i should have for 5 years.. and i practically gave up for my O's.. but in the end i expectedd a C6 or D7 .. i got a B3.. kinda ironic..

anyway.. got this phrase from tony robbins.. 'The Quality Of Your Life Depends On The Quality Of The questionsYou Ask Yourself' .. now thats for you who are reading to think about it.. tata