Tuesday, May 30, 2006

whoa... finally... i picked myself up to give this blog of mine another entry... was supposed to blog right after my events.. apparently i was a lil... tooo tired... came home.. fell asleep... end of story... and i totally forgot about blogging...

Well... it's the beggining of yet another period of june holidays... i have 2 weeks of school... and 2 weeks of holiday.. and BLOCK TEST after that!!! wow.. exciting!!

bleah... seriously... if i had a choice.. i'd choose to come back to school everyday... i mean.. im not really doing fantastic in my daily work.. neither am i doing well in my tests.. and coming back to school to study every day is the least i can do ... at least there are teachers in school when i need someone to turn to..

i know of this one girl in school.. she retained sec 3 once.. and another time in j1.. thats kinda sad... because if im in her shoes.. i would have been discouraged to the max.. but after knowing the fact that she got retained twice.. i started to admire her for her perserverence..

yes!! at least im catching up on the amount of lost sleep these few days.. heh heh.. i get to wake up late for lessons.. haha .... but somehow i feel that im short changed of my holidays.. haha but that the sacrifice i have to make .. haha

<3 9:03 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

screwed

Today's performance was going quite smoothly... everything was going well... the indian dance.. the malay dance... but it all ended when the song for 'gentle breeze' stopped abruptly... poor dancers... had tonnes of rehearsals.. and they had to do the same dance twice during the event itself... they must have felt terribly embarassed...
just imagine you are a dancer... and while you're dancing.. the music stops abruptly .. and the lights dimmed out of the sudden... and you are requested to repeat the dance.. but in the end.. the same thing happens again.. that must have hurt...

this kinda happened because of technology.. and not forgetting the people who are assigned officially to today's performance.... he was the president of his previous AVA club... so??... well.. to tell you something serious.. i dont really trust AVA chairman and presidents that much..had quite a bad impression of them.. unless they have the ability to listen.. and keep an open mind to ideas.. i might just like them... but this guy was just some sterotype president... he doesnt listen to ideas... he thinks his ideas are right.. but other's idea was rubbish...

hey hey... i'm not saying that he doesn't have the quality to become a leader.. but his attitude for other's idea really rot.. but despite all his ego... i have seen some leader qualities in him... maybe i just couldn't stand him being so proud ... or him being arrogant when ideas are presented to him... it's almost like he's right... but the screw up in the events are present because of him...

hey.. think i shall end here... arts fushion... woot!! jia you!!

<3 11:40 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

crossed

Heh... had rehearsals today... AND house games... i was wondering to myself .. hmmm which event should i go?? hard choice... i wanted to be present for both... but in the end.. after sharing my troubles with a few people.. i came up with a decent plan... i'll go for AVA... and when my house game starts .. eddie'll call me..... then i'll run.. to the basketball court .. nice plan right?

well.. i told the teacher i was have tummy problem(which was 40% true)... haiz... not the day to have a match... i think i pulled a muscle ... realised while i was playing with gab yesterday.. so... stomachache + pulled tigh muscle= lousy game play..

haha.. and the fact that im still lousy in term of skills... yea... it wasnt a very entertaining match... i had to run in and out of the audi twice.

the funny thing is... i lost the match with orange house( i think it's pierce) .. but when mark came in during the second game with them (the 3rd game ) we won.. and managed to get a gold... wooo... nicely done mark.. heh..

The thing that im not at all happy with is the fact that i lost the first game... thou i wasn't in the condition to play.. but the competitive part of me tells me that i lost due to the lack of skills ... felt like crap... but that won't stop me from trying to improve... instead.. it will serve as a milestone for me.. for i plan to to box eddie out im one month's time... will try to do a leap... ROAR!!!

it's getting late... i'm dying from the pain my thigh muscle is giving... adios.. gonna slp

<3 12:33 AM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Fused

Oooo... arts fusion... kinda sad for fund raising events.. and somehow.. a waste of time... that was what i thought when i first heard about the plan..

hey.. why not? the school's wasting students precious time... maybe thats cuz all my friends are so actively involved in the arts fusion... every single one of them looked like they're gonna die or something.. even xiang xiang.. X-man (xiang ren) .. looked half dead.. when i asked him whether he did his 2.2 maths tutorial..

me: aye.. xiang xiang.. u finish ur 2.2 anot??
X-man: huh... haven la... the arts fusion la.. damn tired..
me: wah.. den last night u sae personal thing.. do wad? wipe ur ass arh?
X-man: no la.. wushu la... damn tired.. i damn stressed.. damn tired la..

whoa.. look.. even the H3 bio candidate cant keep up with his studies.. how can the other students keep up?? but i realised that we have to work together to keep the school going... thou we're tired after the rehearsals.. but they still persisted and came for their events.. even thou they left late.. they did not complain..

hey.. if they can contribute without making any noises.. so y can't i?? thou i cant enjoy the school facilities for long.. but i know ... i've contributed to this school.. some part of this school belongs to me.. haha ..

and yea.. i realised ... for the previous post .. i said that i've been wasting time.. this is especially for brenda.. those time i've spent with you.. was till 11++pm.. and i've only mentioned that i left yishun about 10++.. not 11++ ... it was because of the hectic schedule that i had to choose to end this relationship... and yea.. if you congradulate me.. then i should do the same too... im not worth your love.. i realised that i cannot cope with my time.. and it'll be unfair to you .. if i'll have to neglect you..

<3 10:29 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

picking up the pieces

Heh.. basketball training is starting again.. yea.. decided to go home straight after every training .. figured that i wasted too much time in the past hanging out with my friends after training.. wasted too much $$ and time.. ahh.. precious time...

you see.. training ends at 8.. if i am to go out with them to settle my dinner... it'll most probably be 10++ i leave yishun.. whoa.. imagine the amount of things i can do in that period of time.. rest.. bathe.. and so much more.. and not to mention the fact that i have to spend around 5 bucks on food.. as if i'll actually spend less than that..

yea.. so this was actualy brought to my attention by gab.. i realised that he had not been joining us for dinner.. and that he could have saved a considerable amount of $$ for himself.. so i was like thinking to myself.. "hey.. im going broke.. 10 miserable dollars is probably not enough for my ever growing apettite. yea.. maybe it'll work".

Ok.. lets just look at it this way.. by going home early.. i might look like im ignoring my friends.. sorry if you feel that way.. but i guess i've been wasting too much time and $$ out there.. but there are still occasions that i'll be out there with all of you to study.. heh heh.. and not to forget.. for entertainment..

yea.. and while walking back home.. gab asked me this..

gab: aye.. so u wanna come my place study?
me: huh.. anything....
gab: orh.. go ur house or my house?
me: errr.. anything lo... u decide.
gab: go your house la.
me: ok lo..

and when we were reaching my place..

gab: aye.. later go my house la.. u come that time sms me..

i was like .. %^&@%@&^#... sia la.. could you like make up your mind.. and give me one answer.. haha.. but yea.. this kinda "life and death" desicions have to take time.. lol

anyway... we have chem test tomorrow..i've just read thru the first part of my notes .. and gab's lying on his bed aleady... kinda dumb.. but it was already 2230 by the time he fell asleep..

and i think im gonna doze off anytime now..yesterday's training.. and today's napfa test.. whoa... i have to improve my life ... especially after the leadership course i had today.. was fun.. thou i had a hunch i knew what he had to say.. but it was a great momentum session... thanks daniel and jonathan(the coach)...

<3 11:31 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

hard core

whoa... thinking bout it.. it has been like 3 weeks since i've done any physical training... i ponned every of my pe for the last 3 weeks la... me and des always manage to slip away somehow..

me: aye.. des.. i dont feel like going pe leh.. heart pain... feel like shitting also..
des: ya.. me too.. we go mark attendence firz la..
me: k lo..sia la .. it's coming out la...
des: we go find toilet paper..

yea. kinda lame.. but yea!! i worked.. so we were like having a chat session in the toilet while we were doing some business..

des: wah.. wai dek.. i tell you arh.. shitting is better than sex la... you can go 10 years without sex.. but can you go 1 week without shitting..

yea.. there were occasions where me ,x-man, penguine, braces, des, keith , wei hao and farhan went missing... haha.. that sums up all our guys in 114..

Anyway... today's basketball training was really hardcore.. 3 weeks of slacking has made me weak.. i almost died while training.. heard from the coach that this coming wednesday's training is gonna be more challenging.. oh my @$%@%$#^&.... lucky i have to go for AVA... im actually trying to slot myself in for the dance event.. so.. yea.. hope i'll not get into trouble for not going for training..

haiz.. yea.. not feeling too well today... was damn tired.. and i have to go study chem later... anyway.. im feeling damn tired now... so i guess i'll try to sleep early today.. chao..

<3 8:51 PM

sunday blues

Madness... i'm going into the holiday mood recently.. most likely due to the many holidays in the last few weeks.. haiz... if we're gonna have more of those school holidays .. altering the original five day school week to a four day school week.. i would most probably be going to school as and when i like.. maybe 7 days a month..

yea yea.. i know.. i'll probably be lagging behind.. but hey!! guess what? i already am... and that sucks real bad... i have almost zero motivation.. school schedule sux.. who in the bloody world would have lessons till 2 before their break la.. i mean.. look.. we have to get to school by 7 40.. and by normal standards.. we have to get 8 hrs of sleep.. ok.. lets say i sleep at 10pm and i wake up at 6.. wash up(30min at most...for average ppl..this includes bathing).. walk to the bus stop(5 min)... wait for bus(10-15 min).. bus ride(30 min).. this total up to 1hr 20min worth of time to get up and reach school.. plus.. school work piles up.. so usually we'll get up late because some ppl stay up late to finish up as much work as they can.. whoa!! by the time we reach school.. it'll be like 7 30am.. (oh.. yea.. i forgot to mention the time taken to walk to the school from the bus stop. 10 min) i mean.. you have 10 min to eat.. you'll be rushing through.. and that is not exactly good for ur stomach... i mean.. i don't mind not eating before the national anthem.. but can the schools please let the students have a break at like 10-11am?? that'll work...

imagine.. we're all drowsy.. we go into the lecture hall.. after one hour of agonising lesson.. we have to rush off to another lecture... tell you what.. if you can endure all that running around while lasting thru those monotonous lectures and tutorials on an empty stomach while your drowsy... i'll bow down to you..

anyways.. i'd be helping out in the esemble for the arts fusion thingy in our school.. WEE.. almost like a free ticket!! guess i'll attempt to erm... slot myself in the dance slot.. haha.. being an AVA member does have it's benefits.. haha.. guess how much i can save on tickets..lol... 10+10(i think the dance tickets cost 10.. not sure).. 20 bucks leh.. imagine how many comics i could by with that amt of $$ la.. lol.. it's pretty late now.. guess that ice coffee i drank at serangoon jus now ain't working.. if not i'll prolly be awake till 4.. haha.. seriously gotta catch some zzz.. nitez.. peace out..

<3 1:39 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

firz post??

Hahah.. yea yea.. the name's kinda weird.. well... i kinda remembered dexter's lab while trying to come up with the name... lol.. AND the fact that my friends do call me dek..then it was like 'heh.. yea
that's what i'll name my blog!!' well.. i'll most probably not update this damn blog very often. haha might be lazy la...