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Sunday, August 27, 2006

I know that jc ife can be hectic.. but we as humans .. are animals too.. we too, need a break. in this world of endless worries, we have to make time for ourselves, no matter how busy we might be.

Some people might spend their 'breaks' shopping, play games, do sports, and others.. well.. for me, getting to know shao wei was my luck.. he taught me how to appretiate nature, the beauty that we may never get to see in our concrete jungle..

So since it has been quite some time that i really walked side by side nature, i decide to share this valuable knowledge with Ray. Infact, she loved the forest enviroment.. even before i had the intention of showing her the beautiful sights and sounds the forest has for us.

Some people might say that singapore is a country, yes.. indeed it is.. and the places of attraction or relaxation is scarce.. for those of you who has this thought, i urge you to take a stroll in nature's park, and dont rush thru it.. take your time, go with a friend, go alone.. listen to the forest, look out for the wildlife .

There are plenty of interesting events going on every single day, so it's a different experience everyday, but for those of you who aren't nature lovers, or are afraid of getting yourself dirty, i urge you again.. please try it once, and take your time to walk thru..

<3 1:10 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

Had a talk with Ray today.. found out that our character was similar.. infact .. very similar.. we shared alot in common.. the way we think and they way we hear our friends out.. we had the same goals..it was great to know that someone out there is so similar to you..

She appreciates me for who i am.. she knows and appreciates me even if im bad at expressing myself in public .. and most importantly.. she's not demanding... simple.. and good..

well.. promos comes first i guess.. .. i have confidence to catch up with maths and chem for the promos.. but for bio.. hmm thats another matter altogether.. haha.. anyway.. i was touched.. when pam ask me.. 'aye.. u want to stay back izzit??' well.. i know she meant retain.. and following that she said.. ' u better buck up' ..

i mean.. thou i was her classmate.. i wasn't her very good friend.. we're more like classmates than close friends.. but she showed that she cared.. i mean.. i havent really been close to 114 lately.. im much closer to 128 than i am to 114.. this is bad.. and yet.. my classmates still cares for me.. i feel guilty.. and.. im really grateful that im in 114..

Even if i really retain.. i'd remember you guys.. definately.. specially dedicated to my dear form class.. 114.. love ya all..

<3 11:33 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i recieved a really bad news last night.. my beloved aunty fell down.. she's 70, and i was afraid her fragile body could not take the shock.. luckily, it according to my brother, she didn't fall hard enough to break her bones, nor did it deliver any fatal blow ..

Thank goodness.. feeling kinda depressed.. dont know why.. im feeling the world starting to come down on me.. stress is like a stalking tiger.. and me?? a deer... who knows that it's being stalked.. but never knowing when the tiger's gonna really strike..

Somehow.. or rather sometimes.. i feel that the world is advancing so fast.. that.. some of us aren't able to handle the stress.. and the fact that technology is corroding the very earth we are all standing on.. but also through technology.. we have been able to compensate some of the damage that we've done to poor mother nature..

And without technology.. there'll be no exciting activities .. like parachute.. bungee jumping... and lots.. so.. i guess with negatives.. there comes some positive stuffs.. feeling a lil better now.. guess i'd better be off to do my EoM.. chaoz

<3 11:24 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

well.. thank goodness today was a god blessed saturday.. i got more sleep today.. finally. after school started.. i was like a zombie.. for those who know me.. i am to have at least 10 hours of sleep to be recharged .. but school timing does not allow me to have such luxury..

lets get on to the main topic .. i went to the cathay building today.. the one near plaza singapura.. caugth the lake house with RaY.. well.. the concept was not too bad.. the story was quite touching too.. but have to admit.. at some parts of the show.. i did feel that the show was a lil draggy.. but overall.. i give it a thumb's up.. go catch it if u can..

after the movie. went on to study with RaY.. haha.. we were looking for the national library.. but didn't know where it was.. so we decided to settle at SMU.. not too bad an enviroment.. cleat at least..

Was planning to suprise RaY with the fireworks celebration .. but it didnt go as well as i planned it to be.. there were ..errm.. complications and some time problem.. so we got there early.. anyway.. hope she enjoy's it..

whoa.. im too dam tired now.. could sleep the whole night away... even the day.. aha.. so i think i'd betta get back to sleep

<3 1:48 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Donated blood on 1st of august.. i was kinda happy.. michelle and 'RaY' was with me.. being the man she was.. i guess the nurses found her veins easily.. haha.. but it didn't go as well as it did for RaY.. haha they found her veins.. but apparently they found it too small and rejected her.. must be a real blow to her.. haha.. it reminded me of guan yu.. she had small veins too.. they reject her as well the last time.

went for training yesterday... either i pushed myself too hard.. or it was the aftermath of losing 500ml of blood.. i was breathless.. plus the strain i had .. the muscle ache i had from sprinting with yi long.. i was not in good condition for the training..

told her how i felt... well.. it was good.. actually great... felt the HUGE boulder on my back being lifted away.. was patting my own back.. i felt accomplished... that i could finally bring myself to say such things.. haha..

<3 11:13 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

hmm.. looks like JC life is a getting a little tooo stressful .... bill has been turned into a monster... a devil to himself.. i wonder why...

lets cut straight to the point he has gone from being a chirpy and cheerful chap .. to a bag of nastiness.. yea.. it's not his fault... guess block test and the promos are getting on him.. turning him pruple with rage..

Well.. if it has anything to do with monday training's boycott.. well.. im truely sorry.. cheer up big guy!! we're all worried about you!! just want you to know.. we are going down the same path (at least for the exams, dont know about what other problems u have..) and i just want you to know.. we're always there beside you..

Get well soon i guess.. if there's anything you wanna share.. pls do.. don't keep it to yourself.. haha..

<3 10:14 PM