Had been kinda moody these days.. hmmm .. dont know the reason for the sudden out burst.. .. anyway.. i've been doing alot of thinking... about life.. about the principle people live by , how they want to live their lives.
Naturally, what are we put on this world for? as Mr Spencer said once in one of his lectures 'we're born, we reproduce and we die'.. ofcourse , that would have been the way of lives if civilisations did not appear, if the homo erectus did not evolve into the sole dominating species on this planet..
The thing is, our way of primitive lifestyle has evolved along with our culture, along with the times and most importantly, with time.. Some may consider being alive as a torture.. and comparisms are made to people who are less fortunate, right now in this technogical advanced age, we live by thoughts .. and not by instinct.
We no longer live to reproduce but to experience life, to experience living.. there is no longer a rush to keep the species from extinction.. it's all about quality .. we are no longer creatures of instinct but creatures of emotion..
Is ethnics and morals really that important?? are we, as masters of this planet, desecrating our once divine euthopia??
The solar system would only survive a couple of billions of years.. to us, that is a significant amount of time.. but to the space that creates all of this.. it might mean nothing.. life comes and goes, if we are who i said we are, then we should step out.. enjoy ourselves.. do somehing daring.. do something fun.. and really enjoy ourselves..
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Monday, September 18, 2006
Finally.. after all this while did i manage to pick myself up to touch this pathetic blog.. wasnt really in the mood for anything much these days.. not because of the promos.. but something worst.. well. it's worst because i dont know what it is... this might sound lame.. but it's true..
Sometimes.. i fear the future.. it's dark.. or bright.. either way.. it's a mystery.. some people are afraid of the past.. the facts.. the evvents that had happened.. but why?? if you'd ask me ( doubt u will .. heh heh heh) i'd say the future's nore forbidding, my life's goals, my memories.. might just be gone right after i finish upoading this post.. (well.. guess if i died while typing u wont get to read it.. lol) .
live life to the fullest..,, this have got to be the most abrubt endings for a post.. but im really not in the mood to type on.. bye for today
<3 7:00 PM
Finally.. after all this while did i manage to pick myself up to touch this pathetic blog.. wasnt really in the mood for anything much these days.. not because of the promos.. but something worst.. well. it's worst because i dont know what it is... this might sound lame.. but it's true..
Sometimes.. i fear the future.. it's dark.. or bright.. either way.. it's a mystery.. some people are afraid of the past.. the facts.. the evvents that had happened.. but why?? if you'd ask me ( doubt u will .. heh heh heh) i'd say the future's nore forbidding, my life's goals, my memories.. might just be gone right after i finish upoading this post.. (well.. guess if i died while typing u wont get to read it.. lol) .
live life to the fullest..,, this have got to be the most abrubt endings for a post.. but im really not in the mood to type on.. bye for today
<3 7:00 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Went to bishan library yesterday, with Ray. Well.. i had a feel the place was going to be packed , but i still thought there would be tables for us to study. apparently .. the place was filled with visitors more than readers, or so i thought.. after making our way to the third story.. we saw real muggers. just like ourselves..
the library was intresting but we decided to give up waiting and proceeded to the study corner at the blocks nearby.
Today.. i tried.. i really tried to get out of bed late.. but the max i could go was till 10.. dissapointed, i decided to call up shao wei.. he asked me go hunt with him.. it's been a very long time since we went anywhere to hunt.. and so it was confirmed.. i went to his place first before proceeding to macritchie..
We saw 5 baby clouded monitor lizards on the way!! wth... i almost suspected that it was only one.. and that it stalked us around .. whoa!! it was quite a pity.. we ALMOST caught a common sunskink..it was a beauty.. wooo... lured a blind spider out of it's mini 'cave'.. heh heh and we errr.. accidentally murdered a baby snake head.. which we intended to rear .. soo sad..
was fun.. hope i ca do it sometime again..
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27/04/1988
Ching
Wai Dek
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