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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Cambodian project

the cambodia project.. i don't know.. feel kinda dissapointed. i know i shouldn't be... cuz i didn't attend many facilitations.. and i have no right to expect things to go my way.. but i do feel that there are some rather 'bochup' people in the group.. yea.. we're running outta time.. but i still think we should give em the best we can..

dissapointed.. real sad... but then again.. its not MY project.. is OUR project.. so i guess if there are people who wanna slack. well.. we'll all get less from this experience then^^ hah. . can't care less already

<3 10:10 PM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

well.. im sick.. went out yesterday to play basketball int the morning.. and realised i was sick in the afternoon.. apparently i ponned chem prac lessons.. and well. i got feverish on the way home.. almost died.. then i slept with aches all over..

ok.. so i felt a little better today .. so i asked cynthia out to study.. wah.. studying with cher leh!! so nervous la..(bleh.. so what if a social teacher is doing chem with me.. lol)

one more thing to add.. bishan library is damn cold.. my fingers froze.. literally..i swear ! if i'd stayed longer in that god forsaken place i would've gotten frostbite..
yea.. and i got sick again.. the fever came back.. my sorethroat worsened.. i just coughed out 500g of phlem.. the viscous one.. looks like glue goo.. feels like it too.. feel so much better..



somehow.. i feel attached..

<3 9:25 PM

unwell- matchbox 20

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold onFeeling like I'm heading for a breakdown
And I don't know why
But I'm not crazy,
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy,
I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know,
I know they've all been talking bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind
But I'm not crazy,
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy,
I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get meYeah,
they're taking me away
I'm not crazy,
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy,
I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

<3 9:05 PM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Last match of the season... we lost to RJ.. fair match.. yea thou we lost i didn't really feel sad.. i felt relieved.. maybe because the burden was taken off my shoulders.. ah well.. back to cambodia facilitation and studies now i guess.. oh ya, i'm going to cambodia for CIP trip.. cool eh

its basically a volunteery thing where a few of us get selected to help out people in siem reap e.g. build roads, teach and bring them lotsa fun..

i found out one day that i'll be working with some obnoxious bitch..not mentioning who.. can be guy or girl.. but then again.. lucky another friend of mine offered to join me.. lucky me.

oh yea.. i met up with cynthia today.. erm.. its kinda complicated.. our relationship , as mentioned by her.. well... lets see.. her uncle is my grandparent's god son.. so he's my god uncle... hmm
so isn't that simple? according to her im her god cousin.. lol.. small world..

funny thing is.. i only got to know her 5 days ago.. coolness.. i finaly passed my BTT.. and now i've to dread the FTT(b= basic, f=final) its kinda dumb.. if you come to think about it.. or rather. when u read the FTT booklet.. you'll find that its the procedures of driving and such.. so why not scrape FTT and just let the world just take BTT and move on to their practical?? hmm.. weird..

after that i recieved a call from hairyman nicklaus.. he jio-ed' me to play badminton.. apparently his mom's colleagues booked 2 courts and they're not fully utilising it. so yea.. i was invited

thing i should stop here now.. im tired..

<3 12:30 AM

yay.. its my birthday today.. and i have a match.. with ij.. nothing much to mention here.. maybe just that the refrees are too damned biased.. cant say more.. we lost ofcourse.. thought we might have actually won if the refrees aren't so biased.. hope they burn in hell.. those SOB.. boo

<3 12:29 AM