Saturday, February 17, 2007
"How To Save A Life"Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
<3 12:33 PM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
CVD
<3 9:39 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
Been a long time.. i had an accident .. you know one day when you wake up all blur and stuff.. and it just feels like you're on the brink of losing it.. erm. exagerating.. haha.. yea and it so happened that i when i walked out of my house to meet gab.. we met the cher who was kind enough to send us to school if she saw us on days that my mum wasn't free to drive us to school.. and the most devastating thing happened to me.. i eft my shoe bag in the taxi.. WITH MY JERSEY!!, omg!! my first and favourite jersey .. gone... i swear.. that really spoilt my day..but fortunately for me, the cher who gave us the ride managed to contact that taxi driver.. and yea.. i got my jersey back.. so happy la..
and there's CVD.. ahah was fun.. though i was enjoying .. i was also feeling empty.. i kept asking myself why.. and i think i finally know what happened.. the day before was the release of the Os result.. and i went back to GYSS.. saw what i expected.. people crying.. and people who are happy as well.. and i know why im feeling empty.. many of my classmates are leaving.. for other JCs .. if not for poly..
Gotta admit.. i know a few people... they chose not to bond with the PAE batch fearing that they'll leave.. im not disagreeing with them.. what they are doing aren't wrong and not without a valid reason.. but at the same time.. feel that.. we live.. make friends.. friends come and go all the time.. or rather.. people come and go all the time.. it's only a matter of whether you want to make friends with them..
well.. i chose to make use of this first 3 months for the secondary schools to make some fun people.. and knowing that they scored quite well .. and are planning to leave YJ.. i felt empty.. one month of opening up to them.. i suddenly feel that im in a very vunerable state.. kinda like graduating.. ahha
well.. guess there's no 'forever'.. it's time for me to look forward to the future.. had plenty of memories.. love them.. wished they would never go away.
feeling kinda emo right now... so gonna slp bye bye