Sometimes i wonder.. do i treat my friends all too well... or am i just too curious to know all about their lives.. well.. i don't know.. eager?? concern?? or just being a plain busy-bodied guy?? guess when friends dont tell me what's in their mind when they're sad.. i'll feel helpless.. especially those i trust my own secrets to.. kinda sucks..
I know i shouldn't be thinking about this right this moment.. but it's really bugging me.. should i try to keep a passive attitude towards my friends.. keeping quiet when they look sad.. or should i be actively involved in being the eager beaver .. to ask and console on sight of the worried face.. i don’t know.. i really don’t..
Anyway.. promos are coming to an end.. soon lol .. how i wished it was today.. but then again.. good things have to wait.. for now.. chem and maths was a disaster.. boo.. haha after the hefty amount of time spent on maths.. i really am disappointed in myself.. chem?? haha loved chem since young.. guess i could do better if i really put in effort. I'll be having my bio paper tomorrow.. how i wished knowledge can be consumed and digested.. lol.. given my appetite, i'd be a genius!! and pass tomorrow's test.. lol got loads to remember and so little time!!~~
Crap.. think I’m going to retain ... if i do.. i'd most probably try catching up lost time during the holidays.. though.. im trying to look for a part time job (one that doesnt take up more than 3 days of the week), but i'll still try to read as much as i could.. and of course enjoy my holidays.. If i don't get retained.. YAY!! i'd cut the working part.. and go study ... who knows.. i might be able to excel in those 2 months!
2 more days and counting!!